And I needed nearly an entire box of Kleenex.
See, all too often I spend my mornings with God, and I pour out my heart to Him. He is the
best listener and wisest counsel I have ever met. These past two years have
been an amazing growing period in our relationship as I’ve allowed Him to
stretch me in many, many ways. Each morning (okay, nearly each morning, some
days my pillow still wins out) I’d get up and find a place to simply talk to
Him. Seek out what step He wanted me to take next and do my best to take it. At
times I’d pray the same prayer for weeks, just waiting. Other times I’d feel a
quickening in my spirit to “leap now”. I was so focused on obedience that I
never really stopped to soak in what was happening.
God did though.
And as I sat there doing my laundry last week, He decided to
speak to me.
He’d been watching. He’d seen. And He was pleased. Beyond
pleased. He was so totally, completely in love with me. See, I KNEW I was in
love with Him, and I know He loves me, but when he pulled back that veil and
let that love fall on me, it became more than a head-knowledge. It was like my
own personal Sally Field's moment, only better.
You like me, You really like me! No….you LOVE me!
As He hugged me, He went down this list of “when you did
this…I saw…and I was pleased. And when you did this…I saw…and I was pleased…you
are precious to me…”
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Someone out there today needs to hear this, because in life two things typically happen. You're focused on the work, too busy to stop and notice that God is completely in love with you. OR you only see your mistakes, too wrapped in your guilt and mess-ups to allow yourself to see God is head-over-heels, beyond crazy in love with you.
But He is.
And not just in a read-in-a-book, keep-in-your-head, untouchable sort of way.
But in a real, living-breathing, wrap-His-arms-around you, knock-your-socks-off kind of way.
You need to know--God sees you. He IS watching. He sees the steps you’re taking. Yes, sometimes those steps are more like stumbles (been there, done that, pretty sure I’ll go back), but He SEES how you’re trying. How your heart is focused on simple obedience, and He is so, SO pleased with you.
But He is.
And not just in a read-in-a-book, keep-in-your-head, untouchable sort of way.
But in a real, living-breathing, wrap-His-arms-around you, knock-your-socks-off kind of way.
You need to know--God sees you. He IS watching. He sees the steps you’re taking. Yes, sometimes those steps are more like stumbles (been there, done that, pretty sure I’ll go back), but He SEES how you’re trying. How your heart is focused on simple obedience, and He is so, SO pleased with you.
And He loves you with a love that is beyond anything you can
imagine. It's beyond anything you can do or have done. It's a love that exists simply because you are His...
I pray you’re squished by His love today:)
I pray you’re squished by His love today:)
Yes! Yes! Yes! Susan, I can't wait to meet you at ACFW. I feel like we're kindred in so many ways and I want to share something with you when we're there so let's make sure to find each other! PLEASE!!!!
ReplyDeleteMost definitely, Jess!:) I'm beyond excited to be going. God is so amazingly, unfailing, good...can you feel my love-fest over here today? :)
ReplyDeleteHow I wish I were going to the ACFW conference and could squeeze you with a hug myself - someday, sister, we'll meet. And, someday I'll get my opportunity to go to the conference. Obviously, God didn't intend for it to be this year, but He hasn't left me with nothing to do. I'm starting edits on second contracted book, and he gave me another story that I started writing while on vacation. Just when we need it, God makes Himself "visible" and "heard."
ReplyDeleteAMEN!
ReplyDeleteSuch a fantastic post, Susan! THANK YOU! :D
ReplyDeleteI read this yesterday but didn't have time to comment. Wanted to say it really blessed me. Thanks for sharing. : )
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